From 1990s, I have been restoring hope to myself I'll sooner get a peaceful life, people's government and prosperity of Somalia, my homeland. I have been dreaming for 28 years, but I just have the actuality of no remarkable achievement within 3 decades.
Every president says me "don't go abroad" meanwhile they never stay home after their presidency. I see a new and a brilliant life starts for them and for their families in abroad with unaccountable money of my nation, but I have no authority to criticize them with the looting they did to the national property, and they have no morality that makes them shy.
I have just realized what I have been watching as a Somalia has been mirage, but near by 30 years went. I am sure my leaders are happy to lead me, but are unwilling and have no capacity to make me whom I want to be.
More than half of my life expectency went off and I'm with disappointment in my home. I'm waiting to end up my life with depression. I must point it sadness, because I have no an alternative. I've assumed this will be with me till here after, but Allah's mercy is always open to everyone in anytime and anywhere. I am sorry to reveal such emotion. Real Gloom!!!
Many Thanks
Noor Farah
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